For my grandmother's funeral by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
For my grandmother's funeral
I'll never get to see you smile or hear you laugh again
Or see that look of love that you gave me now and then
You'll never get to meet my children and they will never see
How without your love and guidance, I wouldn't have been me
Yet even though I know all of these sad things to be true
For the life of me, it seems to be, that when I think of you
I can't be sad
I can't be sad for the life you lived or all the love you shared
Regardless of how I miss you, even though I'm scared
To be without you I know you're with me in my heart and in my mind
And I know how much you were loved by all those you've left behind
So since I know you lived a hap
Each drop of blood reminds me of your absence
Each cramp I get brings a double pain
With every symptom that I feel
I'm reminded this is real
And I feel your loss again, again, again
It completely absorbs youWhil by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
It completely absorbs youWhil
It completely absorbs you
While you devour every part
And let each little detail
Pull upon your heart
You sit you stand and walk around
You laugh and seethe and cry
You simply cannot pull away
And you never want to try
Your world goes black and in its place
A different world has grown
And even though it’s strange and new
You prefer it to your own
It’s crazy how such a simple object
Can seep into your soul
And move into your mind
Until you lose all control
Your eyes see things that can’t be there
You feel pain that’s not your own
You cry for people who can’t really be lost
As through this world you’re t
Alone, alone
I am still alone
I fear that I cannot win
For I still remember
The feel of his kiss
And the touch of his baby-soft skin
Deny, deny
I pretend that Im fine
The sadness held deep in my soul
For no one can know
The pain that I feel
And I must keep it under control
Fly me to my happiness by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
Fly me to my happiness
Fly me to my happiness so I might slip away
From all the thoughts and all the tears that haunt my yesterday
My thoughts are stuck in agony if I dwell too long
So fill my heart and fill my mind with a joyful ringing song
Confusion is a cloud that rains doubt upon my head
Bring me back the sunshine and the certainty instead
I fear the darkness will devour me if I stay
So fly me to my happiness so I might slip away
I've opened up my heart again by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
I've opened up my heart again
Ive opened up my heart again
It was closed for oh so long
Now Ive opened up my heart again
But things are oh so wrong
I couldnt stay away from him
And no I dont know why
But I could not stay away from him
Now all I do is cry
Why do they call it falling by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
Why do they call it falling
Why do they call it falling?
When you start to love someone
Falling is often hurtful
And not intended to be done
Falling leads to pain and shame
Or some other harmful thing
Is that what love really is?
Is it pain and suffering?
If I start to love someone
What will happen to me then?
Will I fall into a place
Where I never should have been?
Although I guess when you fall
And someone else falls too
Then it wont be so painful
If someone is there with you
You will both stand up again
And dust each other off
You wont be able to hear
When people laugh or scoff
The world will all melt away
And your mind will be
Where am I going?
What will I be?
What is the right path?
When will I see?
Who will I be with?
And will he stay
Do I have time?
Can I still play?
God am I helpless
Can I stay strong?
Can this new way work?
Or am I wrong
How can I get there?
Can this be me?
Where am I going?
What will I be?
What happens to a love thats lost?
Does it simply fade away
Like a fragrance on the breeze?
Or does it slowly fall
To its knees?
Does it transfer somewhere
To someone else leaving
Them to care?
Maybe it just dies
Like a predators prey
Or does it stay?
Underneath this calm facade by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
Underneath this calm facade
Underneath this calm façade
You cannot see the monster grow
He feeds upon the many things
I feel but I would never show
I keep it locked inside of me
So please dont let it out
For if you do it just might hurt
Someone I care about
I must keep full control of it
Every hour of every day
So please do not get on my nerves
Or it might get away
I may be small and weak looking
But if you could see inside
You might discover the monster
That I try so hard to hide
Dont start anything with me
Because I know that you wont win
In a fight between defenseless you
And the monster I hide within
For my grandmother's funeral by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
For my grandmother's funeral
I'll never get to see you smile or hear you laugh again
Or see that look of love that you gave me now and then
You'll never get to meet my children and they will never see
How without your love and guidance, I wouldn't have been me
Yet even though I know all of these sad things to be true
For the life of me, it seems to be, that when I think of you
I can't be sad
I can't be sad for the life you lived or all the love you shared
Regardless of how I miss you, even though I'm scared
To be without you I know you're with me in my heart and in my mind
And I know how much you were loved by all those you've left behind
So since I know you lived a hap
Each drop of blood reminds me of your absence
Each cramp I get brings a double pain
With every symptom that I feel
I'm reminded this is real
And I feel your loss again, again, again
It completely absorbs youWhil by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
It completely absorbs youWhil
It completely absorbs you
While you devour every part
And let each little detail
Pull upon your heart
You sit you stand and walk around
You laugh and seethe and cry
You simply cannot pull away
And you never want to try
Your world goes black and in its place
A different world has grown
And even though it’s strange and new
You prefer it to your own
It’s crazy how such a simple object
Can seep into your soul
And move into your mind
Until you lose all control
Your eyes see things that can’t be there
You feel pain that’s not your own
You cry for people who can’t really be lost
As through this world you’re t
Always ever on my mind
Fills my eyes and makes me blind
The world around me swirls and moves
But I myself remain behind
Sound escapes me, none I hear
Inundating me with fear
Deep in my heart it slowly builds
Climaxing in a single tear
An angel glows in starlight
Her wings a shining white
Her approach is silent
Gliding through the night
But as she comes in closer
The wings begin to fade
She moves away from light
And slips into the shade
Now her face is visible
As she bends close to the bed
And gently whispers love you
And kisses her childs head
The light is then distinguished
And the child left alone
But not a worry plagues her
No fear of dark unknown
For in the next room over
An angel always stays
To be watcher and protector
For all her coming days
Deep holes in my heart
Help me fill them
Help me find my way again
Show me how to start
I need to change my ways
I see that I do
I will get there at some point
I will see better days
Do not analyze this poem
Do not sit and discuss
The deeper meaning of my words
Oh dont make so much fuss
There are no hidden symbols
The words are just as they appear
No florid language or old terms
From the days of good Shakespeare
All that it shows is my boredom
And that I like to write
And that I have nothing else to do
Until later on tonight
My dearest gram with all my love
My angel sent from up above
I hope that you believe its true
That I am glad that I have you
Youre always giving what I need
To grow up happy and succeed
And when I always pick and play
Its because I know that its ok
Because in you I see a friend
And have fun with all the time we spend
My life is better with you there
You always listen, always care
I dont think that you ever knew
How much I want to be like you
But in my mind I hope I am
Just like my sweet and loving Gram
Here there and everywhere by Sarai-Adamina, literature
Literature
Here there and everywhere
Here there and everywhere
The world around me whirls
But at least I squeeze in a little time
To hang out with my girls
I'm so glad to be back here
With all my friends here too
I'm just not used to running round
With all this stuff to do!
why does time flow faster, with every passing day
moving closer to diasaster, with nothing left say.
the tresspass is unspoken, the answers are unclear,
but promises are broken, and soon will drown in tears.
the burning summer nights, still and lose their heat,
and two hearts are growing tight,with each and every beat.
but today's a day undone, by the coldly rising of the sun,
when the poor myopic lovers realize what they've done.
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ITS EATING MY BRAIN by wonderwherewonderwhy, literature
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ITS EATING MY BRAIN
theirs something in my head
should i try to dig it out?
should i run around in circles,
while i scream and shout?
should i wrap my head in foil,
or hit with a brick?
perhaps bury it in soil,
or beat it with a stick.
yes somethings in my head indeed,
but me thinks it wont come out
something keeps my thoughts impaired,
i guess ill do without.
Hey all, I am just writing because I know I haven't posted any new work in FOREVER. Truth be told I forget about the site every once in a while and then I finally remember. Most recently, I've been in France, so I have been focusing on that and haven't written. Also, I'm actually pretty happy and content with everything at the moment. I always end up writing when I'm upset for some reason so this peaceful time is really putting me behind lol. I'm going to try to put something up soon though so keep and eye out I guess.
Hey all. I'm new to the site so I hope some people enjoy my work. I've been trying to find a way to get my poetry out there for people to read and finally one of my fellow english majors showed me this. Please feel free to comment! I love hearing feedback on my work, good or bad. I should be adding a lot over the next few days that I have saved up.
what do you mean? i had a lot saved up before. now im mostly trying to get them all in one place. i.e. a book. but im still here every once in a while.